What if...

...I was wrong to leave.
...I worked harder.
...I waited a wee bit longer.

What if...
...stability is reassuring.
...now it's not the time to risk it.
...there is no ideal job.
...I am the kind of person who will always be stressed out.

What if...
"Dana, you are bound to be unhappy, you are just too demanding."


What if...
...I get lonely.
...I don't earn enough to live on.
...I have to face fierce competition (ok, I've stopped worrying about that for the time being).

What if...
...I am not good enough to be an interpreter.
...I am wasting time and energy.
...I get stuck in this town.

BUT

What if...
...I manage.
...I find the perfect job.
...I decide to be happy no matter what.


I should stop worrying and start believing that things will work out. They always have so far.